Dear Diary ,

Im dead soon .

2009-11-26T02:34:00.000-08:00

I know that this blog of mine is kinda DEAD cause your Nasriah here is lazy to update ((: So no need to waste your time asking me to update ohkay dowhkay , I'll only update when Im free or when there's an urge for me to post . Anyway , this blog gonna be dead soon . Im only gonna revive it in a new blog , which means that you guys have to relink me again , sorry for the inconvenience cause .

This will be the last post , the last moment , the last ....

haha , I bet this will be the last post for aintnobeautifuliar.bs.com , so bye humanoids . Miss me .

Chalet Fun !

2009-11-09T21:24:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Amalina sayang !

Yesterday chalet was fun . Chamwored alot , plus it was faris' birthday and we celebrated there too . Serious speaking , Im sure 100% that im gonna miss all my 2E3 buddies . Here's a piece from me ,

Heyy members of 2e3 , May you guys have a wonderful day ahead and good luck in your future endeavours . Be what you want to be and let nothing blocks ur path to what you want to do okayy ? And , i hope in the future , my name is still fresh in your minds , heeh ! I'll miss each and every one of you ((:

pictures had been upload in facebook .

Who's big day is today ?

2009-11-08T08:54:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Faris !

wahhseyywahhseyy ! This guy above has officially turned fourTeen today . May he have a wonderful day ahead . Andand , see you later ohkayy . Be a good boy and studyy hard aye ? Enjoy ur big day booming with that teeshirt XD

Jog , blog , hop

2009-11-05T21:39:00.000-08:00

2 more days to class chalet and Faris' Birthday !^^

And , today me wakey up very earlyearly . Why ? i have a jogging date with Ppppppez mahh !^^ Meet at at 7 and than we do some warm ups before we jog to woodlands stadium . And guess whuat ? after the long and tired journey from woodlands to marsiling , We found out that the stadium was closed due to th renovation of tracks . Aiyopaaa ! So , we jog back to one of the blocks and slack . After replenishing ourselves , we walk to cwp to have breakfast . Than after breakfast , we decided to go library . All eyes were on us when we walked into the lib . Ofcourselahh , we were like wearing sporty clothes and somemore we smell like one dead fish selling at the market . Haha . Lib open at 10 and we reached at 9.30 , so while waiting we snapsnap . . . . and the rest was . . . . . . me lazy to type uhr . PEMALAS ! heeh !

AMK hub ._.

2009-11-03T05:37:00.000-08:00

5 more days to class chalet and Faris' Birthday!^^

So today I went to school at 8.30 with Faris (he was accompanying me) to send my subjects combination form . Than bused to cwp to have breakfast at Mac . Bought 2 sets of hot cakes and sausages . I was soo full that I didnt quite finish it , heeh ! Than sumore we won an instant win . Sausage mcmuffin . fulermark ! But I was soo full than that I let Faris eat my share of Sausage Mcmuffin . P.S Faris eats like a gorilla , he really have a huge appetite tapy badan dyehr tetap setotek jehr . haha . Whatever he eat , he finished it first before i do ((: Than after a very heavy breakfast , we walked home . Not to forget , I have a movie date with hanis and friends . So chop chop and get ready . Meet hanis at 12 . Than we trained first to AMK hub and cuci-ing matehr first ^^ The guys were late . We had to wait for them , as a punishment they had to belanja us to food after the movie . We were watching My sister's keeper btw . Soo the sentimental . I let many tears hit my sleeves . lol . Than , after movie , ehemmm , the guys had to treat us to food . Thankyou , very nice . heeh ! It was my lucky day as i did not have to fork out alot of money cause im running out of cash cash cash . I only have a few bucks left in my wallet >: Since I have to reach home before 7 , I didnt follow hanis to return and collect cards at Bukit *coughcough* , sorry ehyk Byy . So homed , and slept and here i am .

-.-"

2009-11-02T04:43:00.000-08:00

Im B-O-R-E-D to death , rotting at home today .

But tomorrow . . . Im going to watch a movie with hanis and the rest !^_^

And Btw , Faris had just sent me a video clip of him wearing the Teeshirt that I had bought for him yesterday and I decided to post it in blog . So enjoy !^^ 6 more days to class chalet and Faris' Birthday !^^

When a GIRL ...

2009-11-01T06:52:00.000-08:00

When a GIRL is quiet ... million of things is running thru her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering howlong you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Outing - FUN ! ._.

2009-11-01T04:39:00.000-08:00

hello dudes and dudettes .

He kills my boredom today .
fuyoohfuyooh ^^!

teehee ^^ me plan is to accompany faris go shooting at tanjong pagar ahkayyy . (11.30am) beep faris and met him . Took th train and went window shopping at IMM first . heeh . cuci-ing mate dulu uhr beb ;D we were like maniacs ransacking the whole of IMM for the sony ericsson fm transmitter , doink ! Im exxagerating laarh ehyk . but out of stock luqh . hmmm , sooo sad ): So , we went to LJS and eateat . kay best ! than , continue our journey to Tanjong Gate -.-" . Search for the red dot museum and head straigt to th office . sheesh , faris had to go get ready , make up all that for the shoot but me , had to wait silenty outside .sighsigh. I also want to make up , haha , taqh tawu malu pehy pompuan . Well , nehmind cause my purpose was to accompany him onlyyy . see , imma gud girl right ? heeh ^_^ The wait for the shooting to start is seriouslyy something that i duwan to remember . We had to wait for sooo long , haishh , soo de mafan one ehhy . but the rest of it was best . (3.45pm) we chaow from that place after faris got his pay . Another event went up ,,,, at TP mrt station , we had a hard time deciding whe to go next . Its either bugis or orchard , bugis or orchard , bugis,orchard,bugis,orcahrd,bugis,orchard ... ? Set our mind , we headed to orchard . (4.15pm) we reach orchard and faris ask me to stay close to him cause checkcheck mane tawu sesat . Buy boomboom T for faris for his birthday present which i gave him in advance . (FARIS BIRTHDAY IS ACTUALLY ON THE 8 OF NOV) :DDD Hope he like it , kalau taqh , tuptup , i ketuk ur head . heeh ^^ (5.30) Trained to woodlands , then snap2 . (6.45) Homed and here i am ((:

BTW ,

HAPPY BELATED HALLOWEEN !

&&&

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AYAH !

7 more days to class chalet and FARIS' BIRTHDAY

Why must they go >:

2009-10-31T03:18:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the last day of school and im already missing 2E3 soo much . Why Oh Why must we leave each other ? Why cant we just be in the same class ? Im starting to miss everything . The jokes and the laughter booming in the class especially . And somemore , it really upsets me to know that i'll be missing those people who had always be a listening ear to my problems and secrets . I know very well that every people we met will eventually step in and out of our life but theres others who stay awhile, make footprints on our hearts and we are never, ever the same.

I'll miss everyone in this photo and the others who I didnt get the chance to take photos with .
but i'll make sure i'll take atleast a picture with each of everyone at the chalet okayy ?

Im so gonna miss Kartini the most as she's the one who had always been lending me a listening ear to all the problems i faced up with . She's also the one who had made me cried on her shoulder for a couple of times and especially on the last day of school . I really didnt want to shed a tear on that last day , but IDK why when i started hugging her , I felt this " who will i pour my problems to now ? i really duwanna let her go . " kind of feeling . But I bet we will be in a diff class next year . Im sure i will hug her until her bones cracked when i meet her soon . I'll miss her so much and not forgetting the rest of 2E3 okayy .

You guys will permanently stay in my heart cause whether its a beginning or an ending , I'll always remember you guys ((:

If you see me next year , dont hesitate to call out my name , okayy ? ;D like this , NASRIAH !

You gonna have to wait forever

2009-10-27T07:59:00.000-07:00

LET IT BE DEAD - . -

TO BLOGHOPPERS OUT THERE , IM SORRY TO ANNOUNCE THAT IM NO LONGER BLOGGING TILL A CERTAIN POINT OF TIME WHICH I DONT KNOW WHEN .

THANK YOU .

updated

2009-10-26T05:09:00.000-07:00

HI I'M FARIS

(dah..dah update)

dead tagboard -.-

2009-10-23T22:57:00.000-07:00

Dudes and dudettes who are currentlty viewing my blog . My tagboard is already dead . Please tag me when you're viewing my blog . Or else i'll bite !(: hehe .

aaaaahaaaachoooo ! -.-

2009-10-22T22:01:00.000-07:00

"Aku dycyny sedang saket sgt2 . Macam naqh mati tawuk"

haishh , ive been sick since two days ago . On the first day , I was plainly struck by flu -.- OMgee , I hate it sooo much . Runny nose almost every sec of tissue used . Haishh . During that tyme , I had really3 used up almost all of Sean's tissue Yknow . Then the next day ( which was yesterday ) , I really thought that the horrible flu of mine will eventually go away , but it became worse when suddenly i had a horrendous cough . I flu , I cough non stop . sheesh ! Shoo shoo larh whueyy . It worsen to asthma when I blew off my top that day . Screw you ! Why - Ohh - Why ? I have no idea how these horrible sickness came up . Then , guess what ?! The unfortunate event continued that night . Terpakselah akuu jadi burung hantu malam tu . I just cannot put myself to sleep , insomnia i think ? huhu . And what came worse was that i went to the toilet for many uncountable times that night . Fishh uhr whueyy . And today , Im still trapped inside my own illness .

running nose + cough + asthma +headache = One sick day .

Btw , i receive back almost all of my exams paper . I really dun wish to talk bout my maths , cause that paper had caused me to waste a bucket full of painful tears . I got stupid marks , thats for sure . Seriouslyyy , my aim is to pass but unfortunately i didnt . I can say that the paper was ex difficult , my fault for not doing consistent revision . I feel like burning down the setter house , haha , who's with me ? lol . Mcm P jer nas . I have handful full of sad news , I didnt get an A for my art . tsk tsk . I did quite badly for my final artwork . sheesh . dol mat betol . But I hope to really get an A for my overall result . Plus , I didnt really quite do well for my malay , though i got an A , i was so ultimately dissapointed myself . Just an A2 , I want an A1 larh seyh !!! I was relieved tawuk when i actually pass history . Party at my house wokayy ! haha , jkjk . English and science was okay , I cannot say anything bout it .

Sheesh , Im sick and tired of myself _._

2009-10-22T05:18:00.000-07:00

I am really very sorry for my stupid act .
I really dunno what to do ,
Ive been trying soo hard to be a better person .
And now th truth is , I really miss you .

I had screw up alot .
And humiliate you too .
But now i dunno why .
I really still love you .

I know that you're already sick of me.
Im sick of myself too .
I dunno how many times
im gonna say sorry to you.

I didnt realise that i've hurt you all this while
the words i spoke ,
the actions i potray,
had always cause wounds to ur heart .

Ive always love you
and theres no other love that can fit in my heart .
i cant find any way to leave you ,
no matter how many times we fight .

Thanks for being someone wonderful
you will not be forgotten
i really appreciate whatever you do
so now , i wanna forget whatever that had happen .

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You , i really am sorry for what i did to you just now . I really didnt mean to humiliate you infront of many people . I was so sick that i didnt realise my actions . I know that you may think that this is just an excuse . but seriouslyy , im not giving such excuse to cover up for my mistakes . Its the truth . the pathetic truth . I dont blame you for anything . It is my fault . God will punish me . Actually , i miss you so much . Though we fight alot , i still love you . I miss the good times when we were together . The laughter we had , th secrets we shared and the times where i always pick up ur phone calls . Im sincerely sorry . If you really cannot accept it anymore , its okay . Its what i deserve . serve me right for being soo stupid . But i want to tell you one thing for sure , you will always be in my heart .

Finally home from ATC

2009-10-19T22:49:00.000-07:00

FUN

FATIGUE

Im effing tired from yesterday till today .

Seriouslyyy , I had such good and bad times there at Pulau Ubin .

And btw , we had to do kayaking and I and Toffa were stuck in the sea for long hours . Everyone was on shore but we were like in the sea heading to the danger zone . The times in the middle of the sea was really such a torture . Anytime th boat can capsize as we girls were very light . We were already tired that one of the sir had to pull us back to shore . haha . My arms were hurting very bad that it last to the next day . Had campfire , I thought it would be fun , but due to fatigue , I didnt had much fun .

And plus , I get to experience sleeping in tents with friends from various types of school plus we actually build our own tents . Woke up very early the next day and I got the chance to bathe . But Yknow , There is no use to actually b athe cause we had to do PT on the wet field . ( It was r aining the previous day . ) It was such a torture as we had to keep repeating the sit ups , planks , push up , jumping jacks and crunches . Soo tired that i almost fainted and attack by asthma . walaowei . soo sian ehh .

Some more , we dont really get enought time to cook and eat . We only get to eat little food . I already miss my rice cooker that time . The amazing race was fun though im exhausted . I had a whale of a lifetime .

Finally , we had to do area cleaning than go home . Our destination to the jetty was seriously not something that I want to remember . I was extreamly tired and was engulfes in sweats . pheww .

Ending here , my fingers are so numb . haha .

Haishh ._.

2009-10-16T08:47:00.000-07:00

Kaulah yang ku sayang , kau lah yang aku cinta walaupun jauh di mata , kau sentiasa dekat di hati . Tidak terfikir dalam hatiku ini untuk mengisi dengan cinta yang lain. Bila memang kau telah pergi meninggalkan diriku ini hidup sebatang kara, akanku biarkan hati ini hampa tanpa cinta. Akan ku biarkan cintamu abadi dlm hatiku. Kerana ku hanya dapat mencintai dan berbahagi hati dgnmu kasih.

Stress-free !

2009-10-16T08:19:00.000-07:00

I love my people (:

haha , so its been a while since my last update liao . Almost one month larh seyh . Since , that time was EOY week , I made a promise to myself that I wont go blogging , frienstering and facebooking , cause need to concentrate on exams . Finally exams are over and holidays are cuming . btw , Im effingly , extreamely dissapointed with my final artwork . Not much time to colour properly , the colouring is suckinsh , trust me . Now i had to think twice before i take up art next year , haishh .

Hooray to Holidays , Booray to Teachers cause they need to mark our scripts .
Muahahahahaha ;}

And so , since I did not touch the computer for quite sometime , Im now making full use of it today . Btw , I can say that I did not realyy go out and visit my relatives cause yknow , exams . So , this Hari Raya this year is not how fun like what i expected , seriously . Nothing much happen .

FYI . Im having ATC on Sunday . Packed my stuffs already . fuyooh , Nas semangat tawuh hehe ...
Met Hanis @ WNP . Bought twines , stationaries , matches all that is needed for camp . Then , around 4+ went CWP with her again to buy some bottles and shop for clothes . After that fetch pecky from sch . Homed around 6.50 .

And now Im here blogging . beyh ahsal . haha , jkjk .

Im effing bored . Missing pezy wezy bezty .

what have i done today ?
went to WNP and CWP.
Msged smurf .
Called hanis and pez dearest (:

Camat hari rayer (:

2009-09-24T05:18:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYE (!) duit rayer maner ?
Okay , I know its a late wish but its better than nothing (:

So , today we got homec practical exam . Cooked baked pasta and made strawberry banana supreme smoothie .
Took a cab home and seriously , I , meewa , kartini were damn kecoh when we rode the cab . kiri kanan kiri kanan . hahaha . its a long story but im lazy to type . anything u wanna know , tag me yaww (:

I know this is random , whatever (:

Btw , i will upload photos i took during hari raya soon .

Shopping lurhh .

2009-09-23T05:57:00.000-07:00

So , I and a group of friends went to Cold storage to buy some igredients for tomorrow practical exam . Pheww , what a hard day . Than , after that , Pez treated us to donuts . The sillymon was superb ! Took some photos of the donuts . this one cute ehh . got bees on top but ended up , i thre it away without finishing it . haha .

Im back to myself (:

2009-09-17T09:20:00.001-07:00

So , here's a short post okayy (:

PEZ IS BACK FROM CAMP ! I MISS HIM SOO MUCH !

My days are not the same without him . As some of my friends noticed , I was'nt really in a good mood yesterday and was sent home actually , and today I came to school with my eyes swollen -___- aiyoopaa . Seriouslyy , I look terrible until Mrs Ng asked me whether Im feeling well as soon as she sees my face .

So , Im soo glad pez is back . Goodbye to my grey days and hello back to my colourful life (:

Btw , saw Syafaie just now at bazaar . But did not approach him . LOL .

Comando pez's soul

2009-09-17T07:40:00.000-07:00

hey so hows everybody?kk nvm i feel great so alive!!!so i see that nas has wrote about the pez sick inccident,aite let me tell u about my camp hehe,just love it!first adss ncc went to ang mo qui camp and intro bla bla bla then we went to leart how to use a compass which was..
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BORING!! after that nice nap while the instuctor talk2,we went to the second activity it was the fitness test.We had to undergo all the obstacles so i have no comment what so ever,after the activites we chitchat with the sir cause supposin-lee everyone should go and have dinner but all the muslim cadets hav to fast so we had to put our s's on the seats avalible.When the non-muslim cadets came bck,all the muslim cadets had to go to the opposite bang had to go bck to our bang to rest till the time to breakfast and eat.Guys and girls went up to level 4 and were seperated into 4 rooms..when we reached our bang yazid,lupfil and i went for a shower to cool off..

when we got out all three of us were ordered to come down to level 1 so we flyied down quickly cause sir was fire burning(sean kingston u should hear the song).The sir was mad cause some of the cadets went out of the bang topless,some can still disturb to the girls in the other bangs..as soon as we got down,we saw all the other cadets waiting for us to fall in..then sir question 3 of us y didint we wear shoes instead of slippers then i replied cause the person that ordered us didn't told us to wear so we kena scolding,,haiss

When it was time to breakfast,we all were so exited the u knw what we ate?we ate just rice and crispy chicken(but look like crab stick) and all of it was packed in a plastic box(tapawear)

the next morning we all woke up for sahur(eating b4 6.30)i ate 2 packets of nasi lemak and was still hungry,,effieq going on diet so gave me all,hehe when we came back,sir gave us 1 hour to rest b4 traing so we all happily went up to our respective bangs but unfortunately some cadets took advantage and made a bunch of funny noises cause they were so happy that while we were resting 4 that 1 hour, the non-muslims were doing PT(it's somthing like PE)so as i was resting closing my eyes tring to fly time,sir demanded us to fall in at level 1 by 5 mins..irritatin sey,bcause of these people,all go down.hhhah

We had to move to the mps millitary parade square and do pt too,,when it was time for activites,first we went to play paintball,i tell u when i got the experience to taste victory..i sae this cause i neva get victory cause i tek wad,,hah i tell u i did not regret joining ncc cause it was such a fun game,the objective was to shoot down 3 bottles from the opposite side and quickly capture the flag,our team did within minutes cause i shot down 2 then my other fwen shot the last bottle so i carried on running with the flag..hehe

Activity 2:Appsailing(from level 4 walk on the wall to level 1,frankly i'm afraid of heights buy i hav to shake my fears off,so after the briefing,after we all wearing the equippments,we all carried ourselves to the point..when it was my turn half of my soul was gone,i begain to shiver when i had to drop my body down.in my mind was will i ever see nasriah again?(shhhh!!)don tell her what i type i don think she would even read,so that was what happend in the camp..

sorry for a long post nas
Peace & pEz out

Pezsick ?

2009-09-16T04:58:00.000-07:00

Today went to school with pez but slighlty late . Well, it was alomost seven when we reached . Used to going to school very early . The saddest thing bout that day was that pez had to go to camp and would be returning on thurs tmr . Im missing him more than I usually do . But have to get used to his absence cause he's migrating to australia ): and idk how im suppose to live my life without him around . ( have to learn not to depend on others lorh ) . So , just now I look at him long enough before he go on to join his squad mates . haishh . imissyoualrdy.

My story continues,

In class , during the first period , I slept for idk how long until I woke up to find out that `cher was standing right infront my table looking at me . Zhi Wei and HY was laughing in unison .

`cher: Nasriah are you okay ?
Me: (sleepy) Im okayy .
`cher: But you dont look well Yknow .
Me: (sleepy and smiled)
`cher: Do you want to go home ?
Me: (sleepy) No nid uhh `cher . Im not having fever or anything .
`cher: But you really dont look well , you cannot study like this Yknow .
Me: (sleepyand looks around , smile , shook head)
`cher:Go home laa.
Me:Aiyo `cher , hmmm , okayy laaa .
`cher:Who wants to help nasriah carry her bag ?
Many of my classmates raised their hands up (wahh , soo honoured) but `cher chose Wilson .
So , he sent me down to GO . On the way down to GO , I asked Wilson wheter I look like as if Im not well , then he said yes , and I LOOK VERY TERRIBLE ! and then i went to sleep at th sick bay while waiting for mama to fetch .

Actually , I wasnt having high fever of something , I went home cause

Firstly , I hadnt had enough sleep th day before and was feeling chilly (just slight fever onlyy).
Secondly , Im missing pez dearest who went for camp today (pezsick obviously).
Thirdly , I have yet to finish my homework ( scared `cher give punishment).
Fourthly , `cher kept on asking me to go home and rest (soo kanchiong ehh) thats what mama says laa .

As soon as mama fetch me , I went to polyclinic and waited for very long hours before my queue no was being called up . Then homed and slept untill 5pm .

Back to school tmr (:

SETTLED .

2009-09-14T03:27:00.000-07:00

Babyyy ,

I've made mistakes in life and I've let people take advantage of me and I've expected way less than what I deserve . But I've learned from my bad choices with a lil help from you , maybe , well NOT maybe , you had really help me to realise and even though there are somethings that i can NEVER get back hold of it and people will never be so sorry , I know BETTER next time and wont settle for anything less than what i deserve .

snip snip

2009-09-14T02:56:00.000-07:00

People , kiterh da belii baju rayer tawh . happy sangat sangat ! purple courerrr Yknow . LOL .
" and im disgusted w myself alrdy , hahahahagagagaga " (:

Btw , to pEzmanian dearest , sorry kalau i did not go home with you just now . i knw u dont mind , but neways , i just wanted to apologise okayyy . i feel so guilty . Btw , thanks for updating . Sayaaaaaang Faris ! huhu .

okay , i'll go straight to the point okie dokie . well , i went to follow hanis and toffa to cut their fringe at 888 . but then , yaya and i also join to cut our fringes . just trimm onlyyy . then , blablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablabla ...
homed and im now facing this friggin' laptop .

As u can see im very very very tired to th core of an apple . so im ending my post here . bye2 . charlowbeteh .

behalf of rice

2009-09-12T15:16:00.000-07:00

wassabi people!long time i never post cause i'm producing a new blog bt i don't think i'm using it cause de skin sux! why must blog b so complicated?k so here i am typing early at 5 + after sahur-ing..yesterdae i introduced my cuzzin to my new stanton pad then talk2 with my visitors blah3,2 days back when i was at the library i bumped into nas & her younger sister (umairah) so together we borrowed some books and chit chat when suddenly two familier faces came into the picture,hanis & shafaie(sorry if spell wrong) when they came i need to head back cause my mum called telling me to go to my grandmo's hse in bukit cough then H & S companied us to the (book scanner) Then my library card was making some attitude..it can't read the card i tried a couple of times then shafaie tried helpin bt still no work so i sweat profusely it hit me to use my sis's card that i remembered bringing(hehe)after this whole inccident went bck to lend a dvd to nas after that The End..behalf of nas,,peace N pez out

Facebook quizes magic or what ?

2009-09-10T04:34:00.001-07:00

Currently doing facebook quizes . Kinda addicted to it . hehh . serious speaking shit here , most of the quizes turn out to be true but most of them are just fakes and plain liars . (:

i post this cause im oh so bored down here .

Grrr8 !

2009-09-07T05:29:00.000-07:00

Hello hello !

Okay , im effing bored so im here to blog (: And so , just now i begged my mom very hard to let me go to my "friend's" crib . But she insisted me to stay at home . I almost gaved up begging till i told her that i need to do some schoolwork . She didnt say yes or no but instead , she told me to asked my dad . blaaaas . So , i texted my dad , and after a few hours , he finally replied "OK" . So , i told mama , and got ready to go to my "friend's" house . hoho .

Well , it was actually pez's house . haha . Walked to his crib . There , i did some of my homec planning . Then , he taught me how to edit some pictures @ Adobe photoshop , then {blablablablabla } . He showed me his VD ; virtual dj , and asked me to try some , hello , u can just wish cause i dun even knw a single thing bout it ! . Yknow why , because when he was teaching me , i wasnt paying attention cause i was distracted by something else uhh . hehe (:

And we stopped when his uncle came into th room . So , we went downstairs and he taught me how to play th piano before we started playing uno with Tara, Trisyia, Azza, Zharfan and Mamad if im not wrong. Gayrekk uhq cause Mad kept on irritate us . And they kept on calling me kak nasi laah , nasi ayam lahh blaaahblaaaaah . I was pissed but its okayy lah , they're just kids so i just go on with th flow . I laugh my head off all th way . Mad was soo cute . Zharfan asked me whether im joining them for break fast but sorry lah fan , im not fasting so no . I exit their house around 6 like that and atlast they called me Kak Nas . Cant wait to visit them again , cause seriouslyy , their superly cute and funny , all of them (: I've treated them like my own .

Loves ,
And im missing you already .

Its not that im being unfair .

2009-09-06T08:21:00.000-07:00

To hanisby

By , we had been bestfriends since sec 1 and I dont want to lose such a great friend like you . Because of severe misunderstandings and misconceptions , u thought that Im being unfair to you. Well , okay , Its my bad for not having smsing or telling you bout certain things cause well , I thought that u'll be going to sch with kangaroo . My bad , Ive should have asked and u urself know that I still cant forget him and love him . So , maybe , just maybe whenever im with him , it seems that ive neglected you . im sorry . but I hope you understand . By , please give me sometime to make it up to my mistakes . Whatever things I do that upset u is not because I really want to do it , I just did it for a reason .

I dont want us to fight anymore . Im getting sick and tired of it . Just because a mocking bird told you untrue stuffs bout me we have to ended up being mad with each other without investigating th truth . So , let us just live life like it is , happily and cherish every moment of best friends time we had together . Actually , im greatful to have met such a friend like you . You knew everything I felt , my every weakness and the problems Ive been dealt . You would often lend me a listening ear to how I felt about life and love and u even knew my greatest fear . So , I hope this friendship between you and me erm..... nahh , lets end it this way , I LOVE NURHANIS SYAFIQA and she's my bestfriend !(: HAHA .

Words u spoke

2009-09-06T04:04:00.000-07:00

hmm , I cannt join my family to break fast today cause of some female reasons . Quite unfair but , like Pez said that I cannot force myself to fast when i cant and complain b'coz god creates it that way . He really had woke me up by his words , it is quite true . I cannot always have it my own way , right ? The good thing is that now im learning to realise and reflect about the things going on around me .

While my family is breaking their fast downstairs , im up here in my room blogging . Been reading Kartini sweethearts' blog . So touched , seriously . ILY hunn (:

To Kartiniku ,

Im so honoured to have been bestowed a friend like you who really understands me inside out . You not forgetting Nana and Aini are like sisters to me . Its like you really cared and is always there for me . You are special in ur own way . Thanks for being th pillar to my strenght and success . You are the friend that I could find myself to tell you everything cause I trust you . My feelings , my problems and lovelife . Remember the times we always talk about things out of the box ? Just cant forget that part . haha . Eventhough we were both sensitive , we'd always lend each other a shoulder to cry on . Ilysm(:

Dedicated to My Bestest Sayangs not forgetting Laura spongeybob !

When no one was there for me
And I thought that no one cared
When the whole world walked out on me
And I thought I was alone
You were there

When the one I cared about the most
Could care less about me
When the one I gave my heart to
Threw it in my face
You were there

When all I needed was a friend
To listen to me whine
When all I needed was someone
To catch my tears
You were there

When my heart hurt so bad
I couldn't even breathe
When I just wanted to crawl up and die
You were there

So you see I will be there until the end
This is a promise I can make
If you ever need me
Just give me a call
I will be there just as you were there for me

I NEED YOU TO UPDATE !

2009-09-06T02:54:00.000-07:00

PEZ ! UPDATE A.S.A.P !

Long time u never update . Im starting to miss ur posts . haha . Update soon okayyy (:

loves ,
ur most amazing kawan .

Makcik bungkus bubur , hoho .

2009-09-06T00:27:00.000-07:00

Hello earthlings !

to all muslims , 2 more weeks to rayer larh seyh . taqh saba naqh collection . huhu .

nothing much to post bout today . so gonna post about yesterday owites ?

so , yesterday went to religious class . met my long time no see friend , YAANI ! miss her like heaven .
Yesterday we crap alot . but seriouslyy , Yaani , that thing was really dangling ! sumpah taqh bedek . haha . Then, kept on talking bout each of us' lifes . those happenings , yada yada yada .
Then , we happily voluntered ourselves to help packed porridge after class . seriouslyy kiterh uat kejer sampai banjir bubur satu table tuu . we even scalded our hands . ye larh , bubur tu panas gyler. Anyway , kiterh sempat snapsnap . Had hell lots of fun .

After a day of being Makcik Bungkus Bubur , we waited for bus 856 and bused home. Separated from yaani at woodlands ITC.
Break fast at cwp . after that went shopping there with beloved sister , yayayellowraanger .

BTW , Ive watched Benjamin Button atlast on the 04/09/09 , Friday . I got to watch @ Pez' house . The movie is really something , U should watch it . Its very nice and is different than any other movies Ive watched . On that day itself , we played monopoly jr with Trisyia , Tara and Azza , And also , finally i get to meet his parents (:

Waiting for your call -.-

2009-08-29T06:19:00.000-07:00

Todays' a normal day . It seems cold to me that i have flu . ( wiping nose ) tsk tsk T.T

Its been 1 week of fasting . time flies very fast dont you think ? haha

ohkayy , this morning no NPCC , so went to madrasah . Looking forward to meet yaani but she never turn up today . How strange . Its like when i never turn up , she turns up . and when i did , she did not . IMHer larh whueyy ! lawl . During lesson , i almost knock myself out . My eyes refused to open wideee cause yesterday i burnt th midnight oil larh seyhhh .

Today mama prepared mee bakso together with air kathira for break fast . QUITE nycee uhq .

OH WHEN OH WHEN IS HE GONNA CALL , IMYSOOMUCH .
cant help it .

Waiting , waiting , waiting , AND WAITING for him to beep me .

1 hr later .

24 hrs later .

2 days later . ( eyes like pandas )

20 yrs later .

walao , like this i grew beard already siaa !(;

eventually , he did not call . sigh -.-

Nas exxagerating larh seyh . haha . sorry to him horr .

I did this cause IMFRIGGINBORED !

He texted saying that he's outside and is not able to call . Its okayy dear , i understand . UR GOOD FRIEND HERE IS VERY VERY UNDERSTANDING YKNOW . hoho .

P.S ILY .

Boredom .

2009-08-23T01:56:00.000-07:00

100 TRUTHS.

1. Last beverage
→ Mango juice
2. Last phone call
→ Faris [:
3. Last text message
→ Mama
4. Last song you listened to
→ Why you wanna go
5. Last time you cried
→ Erm , last week ?

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice?
→ I dont think so .
7. Been cheated on?
→ Yes .
8. Kissed someone?
→ Yes .
9. Lost someone special?
→ Ever before , but that someone came back . ILY .
10. Been depressed?
→ Ever .
11. Been drunk and threw up
- I dont drink .

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Pink
13. Lime green
14. Black
15. Red

HAVE YOU:
16. Made new friends
→ Yes (: im friendlyyyyyyyy !

17. Fallen out of love
→ Erq ?

18. Laughed until you cried
→ Duh. Many uncountable times .

19. Met someone who changed you
→ Yes . He did it totally .

20. Found out who your true friends were
→ Erm , yup . she & he are the bestest among all .

21. Found out someone was talking about you
→ Surely got one la. LOL.

22. Kissed anyone on your friend's list
→ Haha , yes .

23. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life
→ Erm , ALL .

25. Do you have any pets
→ Nope .

26. Do you want to change your name
→ If i got the opportunity , but im happy with th name my parents gave me .

27. What did you do for your last birthday
→ Catch a movie with my beloved friends .

28. What time did you wake up today
→ 12.30 pm . haha .

29. What were you doing at midnight last night
→ Playing games inside hp .

30. Name something you CANNOT wait for
→ To break fast .

31. Last time you saw your father
→ Yesterday .

32. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life
→ Not wearing any specs .

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom
→ Nope .

34. What's getting on your nerves right now?
→ Hunger .

35. Most visited webpage
→ FB .

36. What's your name
→ Nur Nasriah

37. Nicknames
→ Nas, Furball (only pez can call me this) .

38. Relationship Status
→ Complicated .

39. Zodiac sign
→ Boar .

40. Male or female or transgendered
→ Female .

41. Primary
→ Qihua primary

42. Middle School
→ Admiralty Secondary

43. High school
→ Let's wait till 2+ more years shall we?

44. Hair color
→ brown black .

45. Long/medium/short
→ short medium . IDK

46. Height
→ 155 .

47. Do you have a crush on someone?
→ No .

48. What do you like about yourself?
→ Im proud that im not that short neither am i that tall .

49. Piercings
→ One on each ear . thought of piercing another one on both ears .

50. Tattoos
→ No . if yes , just temporary .

51. Righty or lefty
→ Righty.

FIRSTS
52. First surgery
→ None.

53. First piercing
→ Infant .

54. First best friends
→ Erm Sarah .

55. First sport you joined
→ Swimming . and im not sure whether i can swim now .

56. First pet
→ Fishy.

57. First vacation
→ Malaysia .

58. First concert
→ Erm, forgotten .

59. First crush
→ Erm , not sure .

RIGHT NOW:
60. Eating
→ Nothing , fasting lehh .

61. Drinking
→ nothing

62. Already missing
→ Pez .

63. I'm about to
→ type something here and i did.

64. Listening to
→ Incoming online alerts . those beeping sound .

65. Thinking about
→ What's he doing now ?

YOUR FUTURE :
67. Want kids?
→ Duhh .
68. Want to get married?
→ Yes , i do .
69. Careers in mind
→ Choreographer .

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
70. Lips or eyes
→ Both .

71. Hugs or kisses
→ Both .

72. Shorter or taller
→ Taller .

73. Older or Younger
→ Depends . but love doesnt matter how old we are .

74. Romantic or spontaneous
→ Both .

75. Nice stomach or nice arms
→ Lol . Both .

76. Sensitive or loud
→ Erm , loud uhh .

77. Hook-up or relationship
→ Relationship

78. Trouble maker or hesitant
→ Depends .

HAVE YOU EVER :
79. Drank hard liquor
→ No .

80. Lost glasses/contacts
→ Yes. Many many times .

81. Had sex on 1st date
→ NO .

82. Broken someone's heart
→ Yes . but no intention .

83. Had your own heart broken
→ Yes . But it had mended .

84. Been arrested
→ Nopes.

85. Turned someone down
→ Yes [:

86. Cried when someone died
→ No .

87. Liked a friend that of the same sex?
→ Yes . but onlyy like as a friend . duhh .

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
88. Yourself
→ Maybe.

89. Miracles
→ Lol, IDK .

90. Love at first sight
→ Yes. i had experienced it before.

91. Heaven
→ Yes.

92. Santa Clause
→ No .

93. Kiss on the first date?
→ Not sure.

94. Angels
→ Lol, can say 'good spirits' anot.

95.Demons
→ If you said 'bad sirits' i'd say yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
96. Is there one person you want to be with right now?
→ Yes . With my future Mr . Right (:

97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?
→ Erm , thats personal .

98. Wish you could change things in your past?
→ YES I WISH .

99. Are you posting this as 100 Truths?
→ Yes.

100. Why are you doing this quiz?
→ Cos' im effing bored.

Happy Fasting people !

2009-08-23T01:29:00.000-07:00

Its fasting month . so , no eating till dawn . HAPPY FASTING !

great , yesterday , we started fasting already .its a good thing cause i get to test my patience and can try to maintain my weight . ofcourse lahh , i think im getting fatter lehh ; but people around me say thats bullshit , a thin girl like me , i call it FAT ?! walao , aneroxia huh ?

ohkay , so yesterday had NPCC . we did nothing much . just campcraft , games & cheers . well , the games are quite okay . but we were forced to hold hands with the person on our right and left . dont care girls or guys , still have to hold hands . WTF , its fasting month people . but its okayy , cause we have to do it by force . anyway , th game was so crappy , dun understand whats the motive ehh . thank god we were dissmissed early coz theres nothing else for us . soo glad , cause i was soo effing tired that time .

as soon as np finish , went to meet pEz . he wanted to get a haircut , out of curiousity and being such a good friend , i wanted to accompany him . coincidently , hazrul also wanted to cut his hair . done cutting , bused with pEz to cwp cause he need to buy wax . he sent me home . at home , i knock myself out untill someone called me around 5.30 where i finally woke up from sleep . It was pEz dearest . Seriouslyyy , talking to him make the time flies very fast . we hung up @ 6.30 cause he wanted to prepare for break fast . okay , that half an hour + before break fasting , i played th computer untill it was ready to eat .

while eating .

Pecky : lega nyer da abes puase ... (mimicking upin & ipin)
Nasriah , Hidayah : ehk , besok pon nk kena puase lagy .
Pecky : Bukan puase 1 hari jer ke ?
Nasriah , Hidayah : bukan sayang , 1 bulaaaaaaan .
Pecky : hah ? 1 bulan ? mati lahhh .

haha , my cheecky little sister , syafiqah aka pecky .

so today , need to do homework . thought of doing it after or before break fast . c how it goes 1st uhh . basically , im so effing bored . somebody chat with me please ?????

P.S whats the bestest gift for ur bestfriend's birhtday ?

The words pez ft nas

2009-08-22T07:29:00.000-07:00

yaw! hows it goin yall?

aniway i'm writing to help update nas's blog..k?

so it's fasting month..y do the call it fasting? i dont get it wish it goes faster cause i'm getting skinny-er by day..btw let me tell u about the time when the ncc students hav to go support the rugby boys,ok la it was like waste of tyme 4 me to see my own skool loze hah,my motive of going dere is just to be active in my cca n looking at (HER) hehe,,ok frankly i don't knw how to play rugby i just run and smile because i'd rather do other things than getting cramps on my buttox,i've played soccer and it got me nowhere so it's not that people say you can bear the pain or whateva (F) it's better u do things smartly then get bones u can use as chopsticks ..hah..the thing that i'm pissed off is about that one of my seniors odered me to go n cheer,i didn't got the intention even to do that because it's like come on it's just a game y should u be so serious?aniway no hard feelings to the rugby team,,btw i knw this izint my blog so if u guys are nt comfortable with me just comment nas or me in skool

peace & pEz out,

permitted by nasriah abkory

Never fear

2009-08-21T07:08:00.000-07:00

back to posting . Miss me ? ofcourse you do !

haaah .

Received back my english and maths common test recently .
So proud to say that i passed my maths paper . serioushit , i thought the paper was hell soo difficult . i thought that i flung th paper and theres no hope for me to pass cause i dunno how to do the questions , but guess what ? i got 31/50 for the paper ! th marks was soo unexpected . i was all smiles that time . And i improve on my english , got 29/40 or 45 for the paper . not soo good and not soo bad laa .

Today afternoon , i went to support the rugby match . i had a whale of a lifetime there . we still have the time to chamwore sia . haha . well , siaperh laa katerkan . homed with pez , and here i am .
nothing much to say cause im fringgin' tired , gaah . (hanis trademark ) hehe .

Gosh , sick again ?

2009-08-15T21:58:00.000-07:00

hey people .

i aint proud to say that im sick again . WTF . coughing non stop , somemore got flu and sore throat . then got fever walao . da lah semalam my voice mcm rocker maner entah . serioshit , and it lasted till today . and so , i had insomnia yesterday , LOL . nahh , just difficulties to sleep because of my freaking and hirrodious cough . furthermore , i had difficulties breathing . then IDK why i kept going to the toilet 3 to 4 times that fretless night . then when i woke up this morning , i was SO lifeless with fever and lack of air . And i was friggin' cold mann . Cant find myself a way to get up of bed . Yayawesome called and pez msg me this morning . frankly speaking , i duwan to answer or reply to any of their calls or messages cause i was soo tired and sick . my eyes didnt want to open up lehh . so sickening right . but hey , i force myself to answer yaya's call and reply to pez's msg . finally , i get myself out of bed arnd 12.15 .

and now , here i am . blogging .

Maths CT paper tomorrow . Soo many things to study , so little time
And im sooo behind time . SOS ! i need some help , please !

First time second person writing

2009-08-15T17:19:00.000-07:00

HEllu!!
so hows everybody?pez here..haha i knw its funny it's my 1st tyme writing on blog,i knw i'm writing like it's my diary bt the scary thing is that the whole world can read..hehe

Aniway let me tell you about myself..i'm proud to say that i'm in normal technical stream,i'm nt scared to say this bcoz its life and people need to accept that somtimes life sux!
i am 14 till my bdae comes i knw nasriah is older bt nowadays people judge by height,muhahahaha..my dream is to become a disk jockey (dj) one day i knw u all thing it's dumb bt music is my passion bt i hope i cn support my wife in the future..god cannot believe i'm telling u ol dis,bt fun sia writing blog haha..btw i dono if i'm performing on teachers dae bcoz my fwen saiful begged me bcoz he cnt rememba de lyrics,i don even think that my voice is up to standard,cheese!

p.s if u don't like what i'm writing
please inform,,compulsary

.pez out.

"cough.cough"

2009-08-14T04:14:00.000-07:00

Todays' a very very sickening day . Have to go to school though im sick . flu, cough and headache lehh . but what to do , got maths class test 2 . i really flung the paper . confirm fail . guarantee . okay , anyway , in school , i irritate the class with my cough and flu . Kecian aini , kena bully ngn me . guess what , i disgusted her by letting my hanky getting in contact with her . haha , p.s , i used that hanky to wipe my nose and cover my cough . hohohoho . walao , like one heluva mad santa larhh .

Went to collect my specs . HAPPY LARH SEYH ! all this while , i had to use pEz specs and now finally i have a specs of my own . huhu . pEz accompanied me there . bought bubble tea then homed .

While on my way home , I MET MY PARENTS ! *panicked seyh* I and pEz was about to cross the roads without using the traffic light , padahal traffic light kat sebelah je seyhh , then , suddenly i saw this motorbiker looking at us . i thought to myself , ' siol uh , asal dyerh tgk akuu satu mcm ' then the biker waved at me , i went closer and guess what ? it was my parents , shit . haha . what an encounter . they saw me with pEz but never say anything when i get back home . luckyyy uhq , kalau thark mampos beb . they onlyyy ask why i never use th traffic light . haha . parents can be really weird sometimes . alah , stakat tk use traffic light jer per , anyway thark banyak vehicles whattt . NASNAS , soo degil .

Btw , to NisNasYa ft Ameewa , i hoped u guys read this ;

Thanks for all the times we've been together . i will cherish all the memories i had with you guys . we've been thru thick and thin together . all those obstacles we encountered and problems we faced together will be kept close to my heart . Most of all , i'll miss you guys soo much . i did this cause i had ALOT of problems coming right up . i know u guys pon aderh masalah tersendiri but i think i really need my time staying solo . I dont think i want any bestfriends for the time being . let us just stay as what i want to stay as , Friends . Dont worry bout me cause i'll be back as bestfriends for you guys when everything da settle and clear . anyway , i will still talk to you guys , eat with you guys but not often . most importantly , i'll still go to school and home with you guys . but this i will make it seldom okayy . Love you guys alot . hope u guys understand kay .

cute kan dyerh ?

2009-08-09T00:52:00.000-07:00

i know im cute ! hehe

mama,mama, quick ! im all set and ready to go shopping !

I can hold my bottle , see !

sleepy laah , want to c me sleep iszit ? -.-

Baby sarah is now 4 months+ old

Happy 44th Birthday S'pore ! <3

2009-08-09T00:33:00.000-07:00

Gawd , so bored -.-

finally , im back ! Miss me ? ofcourse you do , [PERASAN]

im Home Alone today . Family went out to idk whea , cwp i think . gawd , so bored of cwp . they'd asked me out but i turned them down . WHY ? cause im friggin tired . and now , im soo bored . serve me right , right ? haha . so , today had no plans cuming for me . hanis asked me out to watch ndp at merlion with her family . but hey , i cnnt make it . baek per . she's having fun now . b tgh family time . duwan to disturb thou i really really miss him and his voice . hope he'll call me . i thark tawu aperh nark uat skarang lehh . somebody , kill me please .

heard from mama that there is a metro sale at sg expo . I NAK GY I NAK GY ! but dunno when cause tomorrow is the closing date . had not been shopping this month . not in the mood laa , need to get over some things . i miss shopping ! LOTS and LOTS of stuffs in mind that i wanna buy . but no money . need to save . looking forward to puasa . hope mama and ayah wont stop giving me pocket money cause why ? b'cause with the money that i save during puasa i can go SHOPPING ! hoho .

And today , Singapore is celebrating its 44th birthday .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE

P.S idk when till i can keep this secret . its bugging me lately .
but promise is a promise , i'll keep to my word . thats my principle in life .
respect it cause this is me .

Tasmanian devil

2009-07-26T00:50:00.000-07:00

I drew this recently . boredom struck , so i post this cute thing . lol . i know its crap , idc . i love tasmanian devil alot !

I miss you . sobsob

2009-07-24T18:25:00.000-07:00

Yesterday , we decided to go to this playground near woodlands primary after school . but , we got lost and guess whea we ended up ? ... We ended up at seagate . Hanis , meewa and me laughed our heads off . then we headed to nowhere , to this park . nice ehh . we disturbed this group of pri sch boys . haha . seriouslyyy , we had a whale of a lifetime . gayrek . then , we went to yaya's crib cause we miss her alot . well , yeah , she's on LOA what . then , next stop , AMIRAH's crib . hoho . We went up to her room , and .... we played with "inserts name" bra . we even put the bra on our bags , and took some pictures of it . darn . ive uploaded the pictures earlier on but they were deleted to save someone's pride and dignity .

After those craps , we went down to meewa's kitchen . there , she cooked for us english omelette . nice ehh . then saw humairah and like always , we disturbed her . we communicate with her with such aint cute and adorable-not high pitched voice . huhu . there's one point whea meewa forces us to drink her orange juice , but i was bloated already , yet i still drank a bit laa . then , homed , met syaQ . ride his bike like one helluva maniac . then hanis and i proceeded sumwea to meet one late , very late , extremely late , ouh my legs are numb .... Haizad .

And btw , yesterday at the end of LIGHTS lesson , Ms Guaring showed the whole class this cute , funny and adorable veedeeo . i recommend you to see it . just click on the link below .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T_UxhPbMyy8

,

I miss babylove oh so much .

KS , where are you ? Aini , sorry .

2009-07-22T06:34:00.000-07:00

This was what happened during FT period in class .

This was what we wrote on KS foolscap cover .

Nas : Kang Sian , wea are you ?

Kartini : He is beside kartini !

Nas : Ohkay , but i cnnt see him ?!

Kartini : Oh , cos he is too thin !

Nas : and he's lost in the thin air ... huhu

Kartini : hoho ... Kang Sian where are you ?

KS : Im here ! Cant you see ?

Kartini : Oh , you're here . But i still cnnt c u !

KS : cannot see then cnnot see lorr =P

Kartini : Aiyo ! suddenly can c alrdy !

haha , i was laughing my head off when i read it over and over again .

Kang sian , i hope you did not take it to heart . we were just joking around . Sorry .

Btw , todays someone's birthday .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AINI DEAREST !

Finally you've turned 14 .

Well , basically , we sabo-ed aini after school . I tricked her by saying that i wanna meet someone at crescent park and i insist she accompany me . and she did . guess what , as soon as we reached , we saw kartini , nana , laura and tian tian . thats when aini smelled something fishy . She tried running away but to no avail . kecian aini kena sabo .

So good looking , it hurts .

2009-07-22T06:15:00.000-07:00

He's soo friggin cuteeeeeeeeeeee ! I so love him . But ....... I love Pez more . huhu . Im soo gonna find time to watch BOF . tkleh saba dokkk . Kim Bum makes me go gaga over him .

Bang ! And you're gone . baah .

2009-07-21T06:41:00.001-07:00

Patheticly me . nyahahahas .

This fretfull day all sec2 Np cadets had to do the actual shooting . We purposely leave the classroom a lil bit early as we duwan to go home late . So , we ate and changed to our Np full uniform . Btw , i look seriously like an arsehole wearing my full u . heyy , laugh all you want cause i dont care anymore . Leaved school around 2 . As soon as we reached , the squad had to march all the way to the police academy . plus the weather was insanely , schorcing , burning hot sia . Sian ehy , as soon as we reached , we were all drenched with sweat . Okay , then all we do was waited for the actual shooting to start . We had to do it in groups of 12 . Okay , seriouslyyy the shooting was alot of fun but sadly to say i got a total score of 8 / 100 . pathetic right ? haha . I only got 2 in and 2 out . the rest of the bullets dunno wea it fly to . blaah . Then after that there's some delay before we boarded the bus to go back to school . homed with pez , hanis , haizad , meewa and so on and so forth .

homed, bathed , otp with pez , ngaji ( recitation ) and here i am posting .

Btw , i would like to congrats those NP cadets , namely rauzaanah , zhe min , aie , danial , sufi , syed , hazrul , ishak , aqil , ??? and wilson for getting the whatsoever badge . If im not wrong , is it the marksman badge ? A lil bit of memory loss here . huhu . Thats all for today , my fingers are numb with all the typing plus shooting just then . Just wait for my next post which im not even sure when . Happy waiting (:

P.S I love you .

RHD gone bonker .

2009-07-20T05:31:00.001-07:00

Basically , today my school commemorates Racial Harmony Day . and trust me , this year's RHD super boring thou i wore ethnic costume , it dont seem right . Its like theres' no enthusiasm for this year RHD . Furthermore , there are no such concert in my school due to H1n1 . what sia . thats why so boring . but never mind laa , atleast i got to eat free fries during reccess . haha .

And so , after school i waited for pezybby to finish his oral then we went to fetch hanis from yaya's crib with amirah . i then went to change to pe attire at amirah's crib . Kecian faris , he had to wait for us under the block . well , guys are restricted to their houses what . what to do . haha . then we went lepak-ing at crescent park . soo boring sia . but then suddenly , got some more people appear . i was all smiles , the more the merrier what . then homed with pez , but not quite . i acherlie walked with him , but went home with hanis, meewa and haizad . okayy , but to be exact , i went home with pez , cause the rest dunno wea to . then eat, shower and here i am posting . btw , ive changed skin . its simple yet nice for me .

p.s , say whatever you want bout this blog . Three words ; LIKE I CARE !
My words, my say , my blog , my rules . get that in mind .

IDK laa bodowh .

2009-07-19T06:43:00.000-07:00

I wanna change my skin . Any ideas ? Any will do liao .

And so , tomorrow got RHD in my school . Idk what to wear laa .
This cannot wear , that cannot wear . Maybe just wear school u . but Yaya and hanis wants me to wear with them . so , i have homewerk tonight . need to brainstorm in what to wear . god , help me . lol .

Fever fever , i hate you .

2009-07-14T23:37:00.000-07:00

im given 3 days of mc due to my friggin' high fever . this fever started on monday ( during MT lesson ) well , at first my thermometer beeps a reading of 37.5 . and so , i thought its nothing . but soon i realised that i cnnt even concentrate in class . its like whatever the teacher teach , it only help by entering my ear and come out from the other ear . so i ended up not learning anything . then , my friends asked me to break fast on the spot . ( i was fasting actually ) so , they asked me to break fast but i was so stubborn that i did not heed their advice . and so , i went on fasting cause i thought i can make it . then later on , at night , in the middle of my beauty sleep , i felt so cold out of sudden . i tried to sleep but to no avail . i was restless all night .i took my temperature than at 4.30 am , and to my surprise , my temperature reading was 39.3 . i told my mom and she confined me to stay in bed . i went to sleep and i could hardly wake up . as soon as i woke up , i ate a cake thou my mom asked me not to . imohh so stubborn fyi . went to the doctor after i bath . well , i almost got all the symptoms of H1N1 - high fever , bad cough , flu , sore throat but not brealthless . luckyyy . then the doctor prescribed my with a 3 days mc , and some medicine which includes painkiller, antibiotic , blablabla . ohh how i hate eating medicine . so , im rotting at home this 3 days , hoping to go back to school on friday if my temperature decrease .

how i miss him soo much . why ohh why , they dont really like him ??? i dont quite understand . he's quite a nice guy if they really get to know him well despite his irritating-ness and sarcasm-ness . well , i dun care whatever people thinks bout him for i know that i love him . that only matters . why must i even hear whatever that they say bout him , thou its very true i just dont care . heyy , i know him and i know who im falling in love with . they can say that im stubborn , cause i really am and ive knew that long before they find out . i dont blame them for not helping me out of such misery , thats a friend's job , but im too stubborn . im too stubborn to even hear them out , i just love him and i hope they respect the decision ive made . sorry .

Those three words

2009-07-08T06:17:00.000-07:00

We always tell each other secrets,
There wasnt anything that we hide from one another,
we've been so close than anything
you were like my own brother

From the beginning
You've never mind hanging out with a girl
still, you've never leaft me alone
you put me before the world

Then i got attatched
with some guy in 2T,
but when he broke my heart,
you've always been there for me

No matter what occur to us
or came in our way
you've never left me alone
you're there to stay

Then one day you confested that you loved me more than friends
I laugh and thought its funny
but i soon i realised we were more than friends
and that we were meant to be

The next day I went to school,
i find you standing there
i look right into your eyes
and realised you really care

Now that you are my special friend
and its love more than lust
we forgot all about just being friends
like we were in the past

Then suddenly
kneeling on the floor
beneath me
was the man i totally adore

You asked me the question ive been waiting to hear
deep down inside my herat lay
the ans to what im gonna say
cause ive been saying it day by day

Now tears running down my face
and there's only just us two
i gladly said those three words
Yes...I do

[what do you think bout my group, Sapphire, poem. atleast we got 3rd in class]

hoo haa hoo haa , cliche ?

2009-07-08T05:40:00.000-07:00

Im posting atlast. Well, today is a sleepy and tiring day for me. I was fasting, exactly. So, after school i went home with faris and dan, quite. they alighted off first cause im meeting hanis, yaya and amirah at civic center. We did not talk much cause hanis and yaya nid to go home. I stayed back with amirah. Atleast i got a friend to accompany me. We decided to go window shopping at CWP. And, i bought some stuffs. then we bus-ed home. Slept during the afternoon and woke up to break fast. And now here i am posting after a long time.

Before i forget, tomorrow is Syafaie, Saiful, Miss Sharifah Nur Hidayah and Yaya's bro birthdays.
whoah, thats quite alot. Haha, well, Happy Birthday in ad.May all ur wishes come true. (;

[hmm, dunno who to go home with tomorrow...Oh please, please help me...Im confused, and i cant make my decision. hope im lead to the right path so i wont ever regret with whatever decision i make.]

just some crappy stuff

2009-06-25T01:10:00.000-07:00

So, atleast im not rotting at home today, nothing much to say thou.i rather not post dis but im bored seriouslyyy!

Girl , you're in trouble .

2009-06-23T22:06:00.004-07:00

rotting at home , gaah . btw , my mom saw those messages , omygawd . hoping she did not suspect a thing . gonna tell her the truth when the time is right . nasriah, breath .

dear , ' just chillax okay. she might not like you today, but she might like you in th future , you never know whats cuming for you '

so , im just looking forward to this saturday .

bye2 to holidays , schools' reopening soon. well , for once , i really miss school. actually not quite, i just miss my precious friends and him. oh great , school's reopening in less than a week and ive yet to finish my homework . ive not been studying consistently this days and theres alot more for me to catch up, fcuk . gotta get moving . and hell yeah , i lost two of my homeworks . what else do i have to live for ?

just some kind of crappp !

2009-06-13T21:30:00.000-07:00

Guess what , found this and i think its cool. been trying on it pipol! haha , maybe u guys could try it. seriously , i have a whale of a time dancing this days . lol.

Hannah Montana

2009-06-11T00:14:00.000-07:00

Btw , ive watched hannah montana the movie . Its nice . And i so loved this part , idk why . i think its sweet. lol. well, here it is .

Outing !

2009-06-10T23:20:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, went to downtowneast. Finally, hanis was able to tag along. Meet up with Pez dearest, Danial, Hazrul, his lil sis and firzanah first . Bus-ed off to ETP. unfortunately, th gayrek2 rides were not available. So we did not step into th theme park. so much for the trouble, haizzz, just our luck. on a lighter note, we decided to go bowling instead. quite fun uhq. i bowled my heart out. hanis played well, but sadly to say, i came in last. seriously, i suck at bowling. fir is gud for a 1st timer. lol. then, went to th arcade and mac . bus-ed to wudlands interchange. frm there , we separated from the boys. hanis, fir and i went to dis place to buy some stuffs. time flies. hanis,me,fir were super damn late,we took a cab,fir alighted at cwp. while hanis and i continued our journey home in the cab. okay, here's the hilarious part. at one junction, both of us were like asking the driver to turn right.we were damn kanchiong till he turned to th wrong direction. but we had to alight thou we were late coz th fare was $10 and we only have exactly $10 left., thats unfortunate. Hanis and i ran home like 2 lunatic girls . we laughed our head off, finally , reache home , sweaty and exhausted . pheww . niwaes , guys , thanks for the wonderful day . and to my guyfriend , u seriously brightened up my day . ILoveYou .

here are some pictures we took yesterday . seat back and enjoy .

waiting for her turn to bowl ...

love her sia ...

Love is in the air

2009-06-08T03:23:00.000-07:00

I love the way you smile at me, I love the way your hands reach out and hold me near....I believe this is heaven to no one else but me.

You had stepped into my life on 01/06/09 , the day which also noted my birthday .

Everything seemed to change when im with you . Your love is what i have been yearning for all this while.

We are the leaves of one branch, the drops of one sea, the flowers of one garden.

Love puts the fun in together, the sad in apart, and the joy in a heart.

You created what i am now .

I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out.

Dirty little secret

2009-06-07T23:30:00.001-07:00

Well, hols are here already.
and its been a few days.
todays' my 1 week with him,wah,how time flies.
ILOVEYOU
finally i did some homework yesterday.but still got some aint finish yet.
oh great, i didnt even do any self studying at all,shit,im so slow,sorry,freaking slow please.
i stayed at home the whole day yesterday, staring at the computer in the morning ,
and switch to staring at my hp in the afternoon,hoping he'll sms me.and all the way,i was rotting at home.
somebody kill me please.

looking forward to this wed,going bowling and laser quest with aie and the gang.
atleast this culd help killing my boredom.
hmm, what shuld i wear ? maybe just something simple.hell yeah, im going bowling not somekind of a concert or whatever,baah.

Then , i got like 1 whole week of rotting.
spend the whole week blogging,friendstering,tagging
facebooking and yeah, homeworking .

nothing much to add on , tata , blablabla.

2009-06-01T04:27:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to me !
0106 + a very wonderful dayyy ! I love him so much !

Had a hair cut todayy . and was accompanied by hanis . Btw , before that . went to school for oral . and i can ensure you that i wont do well for it. plus , the teacher was soo sucky , and seriouslyy , im not sastified. How could she be so straightforward and thick skinned enough to comment on me ? urgh .

I Lovee you guys !
Thanks for the pressies.

Kartini , I sooo loveeeeee the bouquet of fererro rocher . thanks to both u and ur momie .

Went to cwp to catch a movie . ( A night at the museum 2 ) Dont ask me hows the movie coz i wasnt really paying attention to it throughout the whole thingy . haha , what a waste ryte. On a lighter note , baby gave me a ring . how sweet !(; and a wonderful gift . thanks soo much !

2009-05-30T05:33:00.000-07:00

New phone
&Loving it !

Missing you so much ,,,

tired - blasssst

2009-05-28T23:12:00.000-07:00

3 more days to my big day
0106

well,basically,went to school this morning cause got traffic duty for the robopreneur carnival organised in school.I had to paired up with amirul hafiz since hanis is already paring up with toffa.Super damn tired seyhhh.Had alot of breaks.Okay,anywy,just now was quite fun.And after everything ,all of us were like lepak-ing in the NP room.haha,gayrekk uh.then had packet food outside the room.Toffa was like laughing all the way till the guys were like fed up,then when she stops laughing.Suddenly,hanis and i blurted out laughing in unison.hahahahagagagaga.Amirul,hazrul were like having a second serving of the food.haizz,korgg2,tk kenyang2 ker???haha,many things happened today.Ive never laugh my head off like this before.seriouslyy.Somemore,we so called stole poka sweats and milo from a box in the room.Then hafiz panicked us by saying that Mr ho is coming, I can still took out biscuits and eat like nobody business.then toffa started laughing again.hoho.Got a few time , i hula hoop in the room and syed keep threatening me by taking video.WTH.seriouslyy sak,sungguh tk perlu kayy.anywy,it was soo much fun.Then bused home and here i am.gahhh.

Nice rebond-ed hair u got there hanis !(; 3 more days,and i cnt wait.

Crapppp !(;

2009-05-27T20:18:00.000-07:00

Obtain form HY blogg!

17 facts about me

1. I loveee chocolates!
2. I hearts lollies!
3. I am quite inquisitive
4. Im a Art-tacker
5. I love photography
6. I love bugis-ing
7. Im Nasuper one and onlyyy!
8. I have superduper friends
9. I hate the sun
10. I love spending time with friends
11. I love watching movie.
12. Im a Npcc-ian
13. I hate waking up soo early
14. I hate sorelosers
15. I've not so long hair
16. I love dancing
17. I talk buckets full of craps!

Ten are yours

Are you single? umm,yeah
Are you happy? umm,dunno
Are you bored? obviouslyy,thats why im doing this survey
Are you fair? Im quite tanned
Are you Italian? haha,no.
Are you honest? sometimes :P
Are you nice? Yeah,im superrb nice.hoho
Are you Irish? Nopeee.
Are you Asian? yeahh(:

Ten facts

Full name: Nur Nasriah Binte Mohamad Said
Nicknames: Nas,GG,beyhloo
Birthplace: Mount E,S'pore
Hair colour: Black brown, but its not pure black
Natural Hairstyle: naturally straight but now having curls.
Birthday: 1 June ( 4 more days to my big day)
Mood: bored
Favourite colour: Lime green,black,red,orange,white,pink
One place you would like to visit: The moon :DDD

Ten things about your love life

Have you been in love? haha , yes
Do you believe in love at first sight? umm , maybe
Do you currently have a crush? dunno
Have you ever broke anyone's heart? should be
Have you ever been hurt emotionally? hmmm , u think ?
Ever had your heart broken and when? Maybe in my previous life.
Have you ever liked anyone but is afraid of telling him? ROFL , obviously no. all girls like that what.
Are you afraid of commitment? maybe
Who was the last person you hugged? ermmm , someone.
Who was the last person you said I love you too? that someone i last hugged

Ten have yours

Ever performed infront of a large crowd? Many times
Ever talked on the phone longer than an hour? Duh!
Ever tired walking on hands? obviously what !
Ever been to a rock concert? Nopes :x
Ever been on the cheer leading team? Everr.
Ever been on a dance team? Yup2.
Ever been on a sport team? Yep
Ever been in a drama play/production? LOL, duh.during primary school.
Ever own a BMW? Nope,i dun even own a liscence
Ever been in a rape video? Lol, go search in youtube.haha

Ten this or that

Love or lust? Love.
Hard liquor or beer? I prefer green tea ;P
Cats or dogs? none!
A few best friends or any regular friends? A few best friends.
Creamy or crunchy? Creamy + Crunchy = Chocolate ! huhu.
Wild night out or romance night? Both !(;
Money or happiness? Happiness.
Night or day? Night.
IM or phone? whatever IM is , i still prefer phone.

Ten preferences in a partner

Smile or eyes? Both.
Light or dark hair? Doesnt matter
Hugs or kisses? Both
Shorter or taller? Taller, obviously la! O M G .Haiyo!
Intelligence or attraction? More to attraction luhh , but 30% intelligence.
Topman or zara? Both will do.
Funny or serious? More to the funny side, but must be serious at times.
Older or younger? atleast he's the same age as me,or even older.
Outgoing or quiet? Outgoing.So,i wont get bored easily.
Sweet or bad? hell yeah , sweet, duhh!;DD

Ten lasts

Last phone call you made? Aini Crazeearse
Last person you hugged? the guy who's full with surprises
Last person you hung out with? him.he's the last person im with.
Last time you worked? jobless.
Last person you IM-ed to? What the hell is IM!??!?
Last person you texted to? Azriq,gahh.
Last person(s) you went to movie with? 4got.
Last person/thing you missed? No one.
Last website visited? Hui Yi blog.

2009-05-27T18:45:00.000-07:00

Currently doing LMS
dun feel like to , but what to do.

Memorable last day of school

2009-05-27T07:04:00.000-07:00

5 more days to my big day0106

I really wanna remember this very day.No one had ever done this for me.And I was super surpriseeeeee!Okay,here it goes.Today,during recess,i bought myself some food and went to join my little friends.Suddenly,'tkderh angin , tkderh ribut' , Faris took out a cake right infront of my face.I dun really know whats happening until faris,hanis,kartini,rauzaanah,aini and some more started singing a b'day song.Omgawd.cnt imagine how embarrased i was,paiseyh2.haha.Then,got coveredwith cake on the face.But it wasnt my b'day anywy,5 more days to it.but they celebrate it during the last day of school,which is athirah's and achaa's bday.Happy Birthday you guys!(;But whatever it is guys, its the best surprise i ever had.Today had been great.superbbbbb!I owe my greatest gratitude to u guys.Sad to say that khairi did not able to join us...and today also, i received my report book.haizz,it was sad news.

Eng-C6 (soo the bad)
Mt-A2 (atleast i improve)
Maths-E8 (speechless,sob2)
Sci-C6 (like what i expected)
Geog-C5 (okay,unexpected)
Dnt-B4 (okayy2 uh)
Art-A2 ( i dropped!)
Lit-C5 (oh,whatever!)

kay2,bye2...snoozing off (;

In the end , We lose :(

2009-05-26T02:34:00.000-07:00

6 more days to my big day !(;0106Adss had organised a class cheer competion.Every class did great.They had really shown true class spirit.And i think 2E3 did really well despite the fact that we lose to 2E2.They were the champion for lower sec level.I was filled with envious and dissapointment when the MC announced that 2E1 was the 2nd runner up,2E4 was the 1st runner up,and champion,2E2.hah.Our hard work really did not paid off.Infact, we had practise really2 hard.but nevermind.Atleast we tried our very best,and instead of winning,we had alot of fun!4E2 was superbbb fabulast lah wheyy.Btw,the HE did not show up in school today,hmm,lack of inspiration seyh.haha.but nehmind,i understand.Walked home with hanis and this 2 guys.I and hanis kip cheering some cheers.especiall th one that goes 'im feel so good,ah ah'haha...and'my side my side'...Looking forward to school tomorrow.(;chowchincii!

" 2e3 dun give up , oh 2e3 dun give up ! "
u guys did all u can . and im proud of it .
thanks for giving me your time and cooperation :DDD
atleast we have soo much fun !

bommpapaeyaeya,boompapaey!(;

2009-05-24T02:50:00.000-07:00

8 more days to my big day0106 You don't know how bad I need you here with me,
I need you more than anything that I need to breathe.
How do I stay warm without you to hold me tight,
I wish I was in your arms and everything was right.
When I'm with you my body became weak,
I want to say I love you but its really hard to speak.
I wish I could tell you exactly how I feel,
But words cant explain it this feelings just to real
I've always felt it but i thought it was wrong,
But now I know cause its never been this strong.
I miss you so much and I cant wait to see your face,
Cuz when were together my heart pounds fast.
When I'm with you its like no one can get in my way,
Even when we're apart I think about you all day.
Thank you so much for always being there for me,
Its love like ours that were always meant to be.

p,s ; What goes around the world but stays in a corner?Have fun guessing(;

long time never post(;

2009-05-24T01:43:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY - that day was soo suckish seyh . The girls in 2e3 were like arguing with her after school.because of what to wear during th cheering competition.walaowei.what sia. everything have to follow her way and style. what sia. who's the leader ?! you or me?! ehh , if u were the leader , i cant understand uh . now i dun care what u wanna wear coz we girls will be sticking to the plan . okayy , i'll let u be the outstanding one alright.. happy ? to the girls , lets be one for all and all for one! love you guys and all the best for tuesday! then after all the commotion , we went for ICT , finished up the windows movie maker . then rushed for NPCC. well, received three badges. i was like soo nervous throughout the ceremony sia.haha.after everything, walked home with faris,hanis,and aini! haha, i and hanis were like singing all the way and guess what . We except aini hold onto each other in the middle of the road , singing ' my side my side my side my front my back ...'haha , then a car honked on us . and aini was like laughing madlyyy ... haha crazeearseku ini....

SATURDAY - went to religious class . met yaani after a long time . how i mish her sia. haha. sat for exams . Fiqh and aqidah was quite easy but tajwid was a different story . i swear that u wuld be able to see how panicked i am when i received the tajwid paper seyh . nothing came across my mind.totally empty!well,there just goes my marks , bye2!but the best thing is that, the examination is not like what it is supposed to be. theres no nid for us to placed our bags infront of the class all that. yet , i culd still talk and smsing with aini seyh . haha . dad fetched home .

SUNDAY - well, im here. bored cause baby not around . how i miss him soo much . btw , just chatted wih him otp . and now im sitting infront of the computer , aimlesslyyy . haizzz . hoping for him to call me tonight...IMYSM hunney !

Reminder For 2E3- Monday got cheer practise . Stayback and practise till perfect okayy !(;

boompapaeyaeya! boompapaey 2E3!!! p,s;I’m light as a feather, yet the strongest man can’t hold me for much more than a minute. What am I?

2009-05-16T05:28:00.000-07:00

For that someone

I miss ur one million dollar smile , ur gorgeous face , ur soft touch . But on top of all , I miss every sec,min,hour being with you. Eventhou you are not here with me right now , I could feel ur beautiful scent looming around me, keeping me company here in the lonely night. How do I live life without you ? Im so use of being next to you. And life for me is hard to say now, cause I always thought about you. The sea could wash the sand away , but nothing could wash away the love I had for you. And I hope you know that cause you are who I love and nothing could drift us apart.

♥♥♥

2009-05-16T05:12:00.000-07:00

Finally, MYE is overr after all the stressed times ive been going through . And now , im here sitting infront of my computer . haha . I was utterly dissapointed with my final artwork which wad done yesterday. I did not manage to complete it within th given time. My bad . I was so focussed on my colour tests till i did not have enough time to complete th final artwork . But luckily i did my prep work seriously . The day before th art exam, i actually stayed at hanis's crib till 10 am just to complete th prep work. haha. Last minute work. and yeah , yestrday afternoon , Yaya organise a movie bash and hanis and me went to her house to join in th fun. Its good that we make new friends there then the best and th worse part is , SABO time! haha. seriouslyy , we wanted to birthday bash Ayuni with flour and we did it . It was raining thou , and it just make everything worse . and guess what . i was talking to hanis and yaya called upon me . and she actually threw a handfull of flour on my face. how unbelievable is that ? and i found out that flour went into my mouth . urgh , how disgusting . I was wet and white. I borrowed Yaya her clothes cause mine was soo dirty and yucky . After all th sabo-ing , we went to watch ' another cinderella story' at Yaya's crib. I soo love th movie . It was deliberately fantastic . OMG . Drew seeley was soo cute. haha . then , meet af8 and h , walked home . reached home around 645. today , i was sick , had cough and cold . but yet still went to religious class cause got oral exam.blablabla.went home.watched wild child.okayy , till here charlobeteh !

2009-05-10T02:39:00.000-07:00

Happy Mothers' Day to all mothers out there !(;
to mama , ILY !<3

Yesterday , my family and i went to vivo city to celebrate mothers' day . Had to miss my fav movie just to celebrate this day. well , its not really a celebration , its just that we went to shopping just to kill our boredom . my dad bought myself a cardigan and a t shirt in this shop . Then , went on to mini toons to buy a handphone strap and a chain . haha , its suppose to be mothers' day , and its like my family supposed to treat her to sumthing but instead we're treating ourselves . and atlast , my mom bought nothing for herself . Thats th irony . Then , after all th shopping , we went to have dinner . Today , th boredom is seriouslyy killing me . I have to complete my art . Now im like undergoing stress , even my investigation have not completed yet , but i jumped to exploration and its like every drawing i do turn out not th way i expect it to be . seriouslyy , menyakitkan hati . and theres still development to do . Plus , i have to do some practice on maths . haiyo ! and there is still gonna be some more unexpected events awaits me . Mr 2 gonna talk/advise/idk to me on tuesday about a matter , which i dun even knw what it is about . sayy what !??? seriouslly , dis is killing my time . hell yeah ! time is soo precious .. and i dont need people going around giving me advise cause i knw wht im doing . heyy , im msgudgirl here okayyy ! (mcm P) now , my parents and my sisters are all on their way to th airport but here im am laaa . i think thats all for todayy , my fingers numb alreadyy with all th typing .

NISNASYA's

2009-05-03T02:04:00.000-07:00

2009-05-03T01:34:00.000-07:00

When no matter how much we fight,we always make up.No matter how mad u make me,I cnt help it bt love u anywy,and no matter how hard i tried,its impossible to live w/o u guys here.Every single s,min and h i had w u guys,i'll always cherished it,no matter wht circumstances took place.I hope,when we grow up to our own separate ways,atleast u could still remember my name(;dedicated to all my bloved friends

Currently editing pictures at picnik/photobucket which was took w NISNASYA!(;hehe.will be uploading th pics soon yeah.

oh badbad,2mrw school liao.MYE drawing near and its like there's ALOT to study but there's sooo little time.I still having problems w maths and science.haiyo!"nasriah,nasriah.fool around somemore,exams coming still duwan to study."I seriouslyyy regret.If i'd knw,i would have been paying attention during sci and maths lesson.Wish tyme would move very very very slowwwwwwwwwwwlyyyyyyyy,so tht i could have more time to study smart.But ofcourse it wont happen.Nasriah,c'mmon,u cn only dream.haizzz.furthermore,I still need to finish up th art.soo difficult sia."anybody got stress reliever?"Okayy,IDC if hanis dont wnt to wait for me 2mrw,but im gonna stay back to meet mrs chan.Gotta ask her for help.and gonna do my art at th art room.okayy,settled.I dun have to worry thinking bout it animore.i hope everything will go on smoothly like wht i had planned.Andand,im feeling slighty better.looking forward to school 2mrw.u guys just wait and c, i'll look super fresh like mint.huhu:DDD

to;hanis and yaya.
is Syster Passionate okayyy???

Headache+Cough+Cold = FEVER!:(

2009-05-01T20:01:00.000-07:00

Currently listening to Taylor Swift songs(ps;she's my fav)while doing my WMM for ICT .Quite fun thou.Will be uploading th video soon.

Yesterday was labour day.NO SCHOOL!hooray to students,booray to school!(;hehe.so,yesterday i went to hanis' house to do my art.Then went to wudlands mart with her to print her art pics.Well,i do on masquerade while she do on prints.That day,many crazy incident happened.haha.

And yesterday , an accident happened.I slipped and fell.The worse thing tht happened was that my head hit th floor.Th impact was very hard.Seriously.I blacked out after that,my mind was blank! All i can hear was my panicked parents voice.I could nt speak a single word.I just felt my tears rolling down from my face.Okay,before actually i slipped and fell,I was watching this malay ghost movie with my fam at home.Then,there's this part where th ghost i came out.I was a scaredy cat.So,in order to escape from seeing th ghost,i ran towards th kitchen.Unfortunately, I fell.My body hurts alot.Cuts and bruises all over, but my head hurts alot.Untill now, it is still soo painful.But when he called , i felt slighty better.hehe.I still need to use my head for future use u knw.haizz.Luckily,my parents did not sent me to hosp.And today, i did not go for my religious class.Headache+Cough+Cold = FEVER!:(ofcoursela, with this kind of situation im in, i wouldnt be able to pay attention in class.Missed lesson for 2 weeks already sia.

From the bottom of my heart

2009-04-27T05:29:00.000-07:00

You are the best
You had been from th start
and you'll always be close to my heart
but now you have a chance to leave this weary place
and put a smile on that beautiful face
I want you to stay but I want you to go
and I want you to know
I love you and so,
I want you to be happy
no matter where you go
and when you have it
let your pain show
I remember th words lost in time and space
and th memories of you no one can ever replace
watching you leave is a pain I already know
only this time my tears i can show
I wished that you could hold me
like you did before
and when you lifted me up when I was blue,
for that I should say, thank you , I love you guys(;

Wo zhen de ai ni (",)

Im back here posting after quite some time , posting about my deep thoughts and feelings . Phew , atlast im home after a long and tired day in school (; but then my life still continue with many upcoming unfortunate events . This is how pathetic my life is . Full with ups and downs . Anywy, my class had to do th 2.4 run test . Seriouslyy mann , its fcuking tired . I cannot imagine the amount of sweat i gave out . Omgeee . urgh -.- .Well , sadly to say , i did not meet my target and instead of 15 minutes , i achieved 16.+minutes ):eventhough im like th 2nd girl to reach . This shows that my class really slack alot . Lack of determination . haha . Since , MYE is around the corner , I have to studyyy really hard and smart . NO slacking around ! People , get that lively spirit out of you ,be determine, jyjy ! like real onlyy

2009-04-21T00:56:00.000-07:00

Today the whole of lower sec is having Napha test today . Haizz , how i hope time moves very very slowwwwwwww . Im not really that confident whether i could pass this test or not . To all , gudluk yaw . jyjy !(;

BTW , my veryveryvery bestfriends (that somebody) ignored me today after school. They left me all alone like suddenly . They knw that i couldnt live without them by my side . That time i was like so lost without them . How could they do such a thing to me . They dunno how i really feel . My legs would like go shaky2 if im alone . Nervousness get the best of me . Is this like some sort of a test that they wanted to give me ? hmm , whatever it is , now i had learn that i have to do things on omy own sometimes . i just could not depend on them . yeah , thanks to them that now i could overcome my weakness slightly, i think . But , i still could not scrap the incident from my head , for gudness sake . Can like someone help me now ? SOS ! ! !

I need you guys

2009-04-19T05:55:00.000-07:00

I’m sorry for the things ive done
What I said to you I cant explain and undone
Sometimes people just say and do things they never really meant
Our friendship is just fading away
Its something I must live with every single day

190409

2009-04-19T00:51:00.000-07:00

Im being a babysitter for a day . mom and dad went out leaving th baby in my care . But its okay , atleast this is a chance for me to gain experience . lol . haha , now , tht cutestuff is asleep . so now , im here to post . btw , i was bored just then so i took a video of my my baby sister . , Nur Qaisarah . . .

let it speak

2009-04-19T00:32:00.001-07:00

2009-04-18T23:37:00.000-07:00

Oh , missing my friends soo much !

2009-04-18T01:38:00.000-07:00

As you can see , im seriouslyyy bored . boredom had struck ! And yesterday was soo much fun ! atlast , speech day is overr ... yeah , now i can really focus on studies ... hmm , about yesterday , i and some other npcc cadets came baqq to school to join th buffet . me , hanis, toffa, rahim and hafiz ... We were'nt suppose to be there but what to do , we were like sooo hungry! seriously , tk tau malu . i and toffa start eating first while , hanis , hafiz and rahim enjoy their drink and hidayah look at us only . then after that , the other three tuck in with th food . and yeah , i had a 2nd serving of th food liao . haha . Very the hungy lorr . after that , we went home at arnd 7.30+ . The 6 of us experience a night walk home . Gayrekk ! hehek . halfway , we bought otak2 under dis blk . haha . one each . 6 for $2 . lol . okay , nothing much to post . be baqq .

2009-04-16T06:13:00.000-07:00

And jyeah !

Tomorrow got speech day ! Have to be good . Hope there wont be any flaws . Those who are involve in tomorow speech day , jyjy !:D hehe .

2009-04-16T05:51:00.000-07:00

He 's th apple of my eye :D

those who knw who im talking bout , shhhh ... ;) okayy !

I love you guys

14.4.09/13.4.09

2009-04-13T06:36:00.000-07:00

Today i had a group presentation on our group robot , Wall E. haha , lame right?
btw , our ipw group name is The Cullens . we're all fanatic Twilight !(;
by the end of school day , i had to bring home the robot. i had no problem with that cause im not the only one carrying it.nyahahaha,pez had to help me.erm, but as soon as we step outside school , my pity Wall E robot loses it head and legs .which is the wheels . so, i ended up looking for empty bottles just to take its bottle caps only .anywy , i had a great time today ... and jyeah , i'd made up my mind on my problem dealing with two substitude ... but its not yet the right time for me to go through all this .
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yeah , now i would like to post about yesterday events. yesterday was indeed a very tiring day , seriously !* plus suddenly , i dont feel good . Okay , we had speech day rehearsal and it was a full dress one ... it ended at 6 .. well , actually its only until 5+ but our npcc squad had to do own training . wth . So , it was dragged until 6+ . After that , Haziq sang PUSPA for hanis while playing the guitar .Walaowei , cair uh beb ! haha , jkjk .lol.It was nice honestly , free show ya know . yeah ! Then after all that , we slack around in school for awhile bfore we head home . there's alot to say actually , all i can say is that , the walk home was very very very gayrek ! hahaha . okay , till here . will be baqq posting again .

- June bby -

2009-04-12T06:48:00.000-07:00

-----------JUNE BABY -------------

You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. A wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day Become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!

Survey - well , im bored -.-

2009-04-12T04:35:00.000-07:00

Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head,
And then answer the question.
1. Faris
2. Hanis
3. Aini
4. Kartini
5. Rauzaanah
6. Syafaie
7. Afiq
8. Hidayah
9. Hilmi
10. Shazwani
11. Jacelyn
12. Qaisarah
13. Charmaine
14. Aishah
15. Amirah
16. Amalina
17. Fithriyaani
18. Saiful
19. Hazlyana
20. Shahdina
21. Ishak
How did you get to meet 7?
- School
What will you do if you & 15 never met ?
- idk
What will you do if 20 & 1 date ?
-OMG!I would be blowing up
Have you ever seen 17 cry?
- Yup2 , she cried yesterday
Would 4 & 16 be a good couple?
- HAHAHAS,nahh coz both are girls . they cnt be lesbies ryte?
Do you think 11 is attractive?
- She's pretty
What is 2's favourite color?
- red, lime green
What was the last time you talk to 9?
- we were argiung about some food stuffs , lol
What language does 8 speak?
- Malay&english
Who is 13 going out with?
- No one I guess
What grade is 12 in?
-she's still a baby(:
Would you ever date 17?
- hahas,NO
Where does 18 live?
- In woodlands i guess
What is the best thing about 3?
- She’s my bestest buddy in class :D she's th one who help me alot throughout this blog thing
What would you like to tell 10 rite now?
- nak kiss ? lol
What is the best thing abt 20?
- She’s very random and pretty
Have you ever kiss 5?
- nope.
What was the best memory you have with 21?
- nothing ):
When is the next time you're gonna see 6?
- Tomorrow
How is 14 & 12 different?
- 14 is a 14 yrs old , 12 is not even year older , hahas
Is 19 pretty?
- hahas,she's very sweet (;
What was your 1st impresion of 11?
- I think she's friendlyyyyy ! and yeah she is :D
How did you meet 20?
- School .
Is 1 your best friend?
- Yup(",)
Do you hate 12?
- I love her many2 !
Have you seen 18 in the last month?
- yeah
When was the last time you see 16?
- just now
Have you been to 5's house?
- yup2
When's the next time you're gonna see 10?
- tomorrow
Are you close to 13?
- Not really
Have you been to a movie with 4?
- yup2
Have you gotten into trouble with 8?
- NO, :D
Would you give 19 a hug?
- yeah , y not ...lol
When have you lied to 3?
- errrrrrr,??
Is 16 good at socializing?
- I dont think so
Do you know a secret about 9?
- dunno
Describe the r/s between 12 & 18 .
- They have never met
What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?
- we're just friends :D
Whats the worst thing about 6?
- Nothing,he's my bestfriend since p2 :D
Have you ever had a crush on 12?
- no lahh
Does 14 have bf/gf?
- erm, not sure bout that
Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?
- NO WAY!
Has 21 met ur mother?
- No
How did u get to meet 15?
- School
Did you ever physically hurt 3?
- i smack her butt bfore , haha
Do you live close to 7?
- HAHAS,no
What's 8's favourite food?
- omfg,I forgotten
What kinda car does 1 have?
- Doesn’t have a license,durh
Have you ever travelled anywhere with 9 before?
- No
If you give 14 $100 wad will he/she spent on?
- No idea

haha , im just bored so i do this crappy survey here(;
haha . be back posting soon.